bloggie..hez online again..n still i nv talk to him..haiz..u know wad..today i walk past his class..then i saw him..he also saw mi..then i juz turned n looked away..i still cant face it..when i think tat he cant see mi anymore..i told zoe..tat i wanted to cry..but i didnt la..haiz..i cried this morning..coz..i had a nitemare..n..i was going to die soon..n i called him..saying 1 last sentence..before i realli died..haiz..sorri..tat i had to hurt u so much..sorri is no use..i know..but..wad can i do..haiz..i juz cant get over it..
bloggie..clemence..haiz..i didnt wan to talk to him..but..haiz..hez like..keep on talking to mi..then trying to ask mi out..i know im being bad..but..i said tat i wan to continue to like him..tat y i dun wan to talk much or go out with clemence..he juz kept on talking to mi..i very scared i'll be the third party again..realli worried u know..haiz..n hez words..r realli freaking mi out..i know i mite be sensitive..but..how can u stand someone who calls u 'mi dear meimei' when i juz..haiz..wishing tat things cld be back to the past..but..i know..it wun..haiz..
